First best friend: Lori
First car: Ford Probe R.I.P. I love you Zoe
First date: My birthday in tenth grade by default
First real kiss: Boyertwon Park June 9th Steve
First screen name: SEF85
First self purchased album: Billy Joel Greatest Hits
First funeral: Pop_Pop
First pets: Stripes... or perhaps Jake
First piercing/tattoo: piercing: ears when I was in 8th ish grade
First credit card: Capital One Card
First true love: Who knows? I'd say Kenny
First enemy: Daniel Degroot? The Upstreeters?
First big trip: California
First musician: meaning?

.LASTS.

Last cigarette: dont smoke
Last car ride: Last sunday back to school with the Ladie
Last kiss: My Room December 13th Jess
Last good cry: Last time I cried? maybe three weeks ago?
Last library book checked out: Clive Cussler something
Last movie seen: G.I. Jane
Last beverage: RooT Beer
Last food consumed: fried Chicken
Last crush: crush meaning meanigless infatuation? I'd have to say Gareth Hart about 4 years ago
Last phone call: math prof
Last time showered: this morning
Last shoes worn: sneakers
Last cd played: blink the new one
Last item bought: lunch
Last annoyance: people at the bank
Last disappointment: people going to bed
Last time wanting to die: actaully die? never
Last time scolded: who knows
Last shirt worn: black tank top
Last website visited: blog

 

You're just the happy go-lucky type. You might have
your pet peeves, but other than that, you're
mainly calm. Blending in with your
surroundings, you're the type of person who
everyone likes. Usually it's you who cracks
jokes at social gatherings - after all,
laughter is the best medicine. Sometimes you
pretend to be stupid, but in all actuality, you
could be the next Einstein.


What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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03.08.19

Suddenly but unsuprising the sun breaks through the clouds to say,
"Hold your head up, everything will be ok."
The sun is shining and I am sad. I don't even know the way.
All the places I used to go to, all my memories washed away.
All the world is fading slowly, leaving me without a soul.
The sun is behind the coulds again, someone help me I feel so cold.
Suddenly but unsuprising rain is rolling down my face,
it leaves it's mark beneath my eyes, I've never felt so out of place.
I'm not crying though I should, I keep it all inside,
the rain can't touch my hidden feelings, the rain won't kill my pride.
Suddenly but unsuprising you come once more from where you've been,
not to comfort, not to love, just to lay a platitude on those already worn thin.
Your eyes are cold like always, i can't even here your heart.
I think it's time we part ways and never come back again.
So I'll be sad in the sunshine, I'll be sad in the rain
we'll wear our misery like badges and hope you come back again.